Rat race

I dont want to indulge in any kind of rat race. I want a break, peaceful vacation after IIT. May be a year long internship somewhere in Europe, Ahh! Amsterdam will be a great place to live in :-). But I know I will not even apply, fuck these worldly matters, these social bindings, these obligations, these commitments. Cant get away from them and they will not leave you until you leave this world. By the end of this academic year, I'll be leaving one rat race and joining another (hopefully). I'll participate and try my best to win this race but with my own pace. I will not go beyond my limits under influence of any damn thing on this planet. Will I be able maintain this pace? Will my ego allow me to do that? I dont know but atleast I can give it a try. I should better stop writing now and do my ddp. I want to complete this rat race in time.