Why am I....

Why am I feeling sad

The whole december when people are not here

The void mind offering nothing to smile

The same old rhyme with meaningless words

Why am I feeling lost

Mulling over past, present and future

The ship wandering in the savage ocean

Afraid of realities and unacceptable facts

Why am I losing my voice

Dont have words to say

Fear of speaking truth and sinking in bay

Somethings are better not said

Why am I losing my strength

Draining strength while thinking, imagining and dancing

Unable to move my body, its numb

Cant stand this, the hell I feel