Nobody's fault but mine

Sometimes I wonder about the time which has already passed,
Sinful pleasure and hollow act,
Crazy thoughts and cryptic writings,
Disappointing chases and unexpected gains,
Unfair judgements and hopeless adjustments,
Pitiful advice and discard them outright,
Crappy principles and acceptance without question,
Bunch of sick rules and if you follow them then you are fool
Everyone is afriad but they keep on making mistakes,
Life is a perception if not then you are in deception,
Encumbered by other individuals and outer being,
Bits and pieces from others to make up your own,
Endless journey with unknown people through creepy places
Never stopping time it makes your hair go white and turn you blind