Out of my mind

Out of my mind by Duran Duran, mix of Arabic music, a bit trance.

Light a candle
Lay flowers at the door
For those who were left behind
And the ones who've gone before
But here it comes now
Sure as silence follows rain
The taste of you upon my lips
The fingers in my brain
Ever gentle as it kills me where I lay
Who am I to resist?
Who are you to fail?

Got to get you out of my mind
But I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you what's left to believe in?

And I could be so sorry
For the way it had to go
But now I feel your presence
In a way I could not know
And I wonder
Do you ever feel the same
In whispering darkness
Do you ever hear my name?

Got to get you out of my mind
But I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you, what's left to believe in?

How could you dare
To become so real
When you're just a ghost in me

And I've got to get you out of my mind
But I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you, what's left to believe in?

Here in the back of my mind

Deep in the back of my mind

Incomplete

Living in the darkness, missing something unknown, so many things untold, trying to catch a glimpse, could not get that too, so many things have passed, so many moments gone in the silence, the time keep swaying life like a ship stuck in the storm, time of hope and time of charm

Have I become philosophical lately?

I have been noticing this thing with myself since last couple of months, I am becoming more and more philosophical. Not only me but my friends are also saying that. I discovered this mostly while chatting with my friends (because I can read back the conversations). It amazes me! It might be happening because I am worried too much about the time which is going to come or the time which has already passed. Past, No I dont think so, because I dont give a damn about the past. Its mostly the unseen, unknown. Or may be I am suffering too much, unsatisfied with the results I am getting of my efforts. Or may be the life isnt going the way I expected. I should lower my expectation, no I cant do that, I am way too ambitious :( .